a lot can happen in 12 months

In 5 months I'm going to be 23 years old. 23 ! What have I done ? what have i achieved? I havent lived or done anything exciting. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. and I see no clear possible way to change that. The one thing I wanted from life is to live with no regrets, and lately all i have is a whole bunch of regrets. whats the wildest thing I ve ever done? sat around getting bored when other people got drunk ... or is it maybe walking home alone from the library after midnite... or maybe driving above the speed limit at 7 30 am through the village streets in india... i ve done nothing. i ve seen nothing. A lot can happen in 12 months. Last May I was so sure I was heading to bigger and better things in life. and now I realize I may never be...

secrets

so many secrets .. so many secrets that are not mine to tell. Writing around them has become impossible.