when its just been one of those days..

..you sit down and you ask yourself- if there was anything in the past that you would have done differently ? you can suddenly think of a million things that you would have done differently in a billion different ways. But when you are honest with yourself, in the end, you realise that you would have been in exactly the same state you are now, because you are essentially too selfish to have done it any other way . And Thats when you know, that you are in a rut and you certainly deserve to be there.